T-shirt design voting!!

Please vote which design of the T-shirt u prefer, write in down you votes in comment box. You can vote for 2-3 design you like, or you can say none of this here you like. =( A little minor changes still might be make when go for printing. The highest votes i get in the result, i will print it out for sell..=)

If you have any suggestions/comments, u may comment it as well. Like what kind of styles u like, or what kind of design will cause you to buy the T-shirt....etc

You comments and votes are appreciated.

PS: The base color for the T-shirt will be white/black color.
U may write down what color based t-shirt u like as well. =)

Recent days

Actually recent days was alot of things happened, i think most important thing is about my relationship. Maybe for most of the people think that get into relationship , it just a relationship, nothing else much about, but for me is different or can say i think very far from this. The night before go back Kedah, i got the comfirmation from her and actually we discussed alot of things and consideration before all these however we both just knew 1 month(is that hard to believe?Ridiculous?Why so fast?) dont be doubt, it just happened on me. Dunno why i just have such great confident and clear in this matter.

Was very happy of course, along the way in bus going back Kedah, still thinking am i dreaming?Plans, future.....all comes out my mind. Couldnt slp well in bus, that time was midnight. The reason i rushing back Kedah just coz of grandpa's after 100 days funeral something...dunno what is that called. Din stay long coz dont wish so, after finish take bus go back KL. So within 1 days i took 12 hours in bus, very tired but din slp well. But i still manage to chat with her, discussed and talked alot like what we always do.

Along the way till weekend, sun had a date with her. Very happy for the very first time, spent time for each others. But most importantly is the conversation we always have during msn/sms, especially sat, sun and today. Understand each other more, discussable and understanding person is always so important to me, and she really did well. Glad with it.

And actually today we talked more into details and serious, i think is that serious i ever be. Before I think futher than all these but just something not in time yet. Hope there is not much pressure for her now.

Libra

传说里，有一种鸟儿，自出生起，一直流浪飞翔，不停。它从来不歌唱，天空任何一个角落，都留下它流浪的足迹。直到看到它心属的荆棘，才会落脚，将自己的胸脯插入荆棘里，自流出鲜血的嘴里，唱出一生最动听的歌曲，直至死亡。其实十二星座里，天秤的灵魂就像荆棘鸟。“朋友满天下，知己无一人。”就是天秤最佳写照。聚会里，天秤不会是最光彩照目的那一个，她会笑着看众人喧嚣，微笑以对。但是冷场的时候，出来活跃气氛的，绝对是天秤。　　 　　　　
每一个朋友里，都有天秤用心对待的一部分，却不是全部。面具重重地盖在脸上，天秤小心翼翼地将自己的真心，分给朋友，不会只给一人。 因为天秤承担不起背叛。 如果把真心给一个人，承受的背叛，将是没顶之灾。所以，真正陷入爱情的天秤，是悲哀的。爱上，就代表，把自己的弱点，都交予了一人。
天秤就是这样。每个朋友有他留下的友情，却无法让他不安的灵魂落脚，他总是一直在默默流浪寻觅，那属于自己的荆棘，属于自己的落脚之地。 当天秤寻到的时候，宁可荆棘刺穿自己的胸脯，他也会很认真地歌唱，把生命交予，在所不惜.
未真爱上的天秤，眼泪是为朋友而流的。不会在朋友面前流，坚强、微笑地安慰着不幸的朋友，一直到朋友转身，背地而流。君子之交淡如水。天秤对每个人的好，换来的是一些不懂天秤的不屑。当那些误以为自己只是点头之交的朋友，获得幸福的时候，有些人会忘记天秤给予的友谊。天秤只会在那些朋友的背后，淡淡微笑着祝福，就算那些朋友离开了，也不会责备。
天秤隐忍，为朋友所伤，在心里，却依然能微笑如故。直到朋友越来越不把天秤放在心上的时候，天秤的真心，被伤得鲜血淋漓的时候，天秤会很优雅地说声：再见，一定要珍重。然后平静离开那个，伤害自己太深的朋友。
于是，这些不了解天秤的人，坏脾气地指责天秤绝决，不重视友谊。其实他们自己没有反省，自己伤天秤更深。 其实，友谊上没有谁对谁错。天秤只是脾气太好，容易把周身的人，都宠成坏脾气。 天秤喜欢黑夜，因为黑夜是他最好的盔甲，阳光下只能见到他隐忍的微笑，只有月亮才看得到他隐忍了一天的悲伤。
所以，天秤积压在心底的伤口，靠着他一个人砥，很累很累，直到他找到心属的荆棘这时，小心翼翼地接近。 天秤其实不是流连花从的花蝴蝶，只是一直在寻找落脚的归属，一个让他伤得太重时，容他砥伤的避风港。天秤不会将一切困难心事都向避风港哭诉，只是等着悲伤过后，才装作不满地样子，跟着挚爱撒娇，说着一些无关乎悲伤之事。如果天秤找到了真爱，他同样不会在最爱的人面前哭泣。但是他的眼泪从此不再留给朋友，只为挚爱而流泪。
那些关乎友谊的悲哀，关乎爱情的伤，他会隐忍，直至最后不能承载，彻底信任你的时候，向你倾诉。不要怪天秤的淡然。天秤只是为了保护自己太重。真爱你的时候，会慢慢向你畅开心怀，但是不要太急。
天秤的心灵就像是含羞草，慢慢绽开枝叶，受不得一点点惊吓，如果在未全开放之时，就伤害天秤的心，那天秤的心从此闭得更紧。不要怪天秤不把心事告诉你。天秤的心事，自己承受，是为了不让挚爱担心，但是天秤的眼底，容易让挚爱看穿，那不要追问。只需要将天秤轻轻拥抱，就是最好的安慰与容纳。
天秤同样喜欢朋友，但是朋友给不了天秤，劳累的归属。如果你与天秤确定了关系，就成为他的避风港，不需要逼问，不需要强迫，只需天秤的悲哀，承担不起之时，给他一个避风港，就替他承担了所有的悲哀。
真爱天秤，就承担起属于天秤的悲哀。如果一味地埋怨他流连花从中，指责他，实属无辜。如果真这样，请你自问一下：你给天秤的安全感，够了吗？他的悲哀，你都能承担吗？　　　 　　　　如果你无法容纳这样的天秤，无法承载关于天秤的悲哀，请你一定要坚决地回绝天秤，远离天秤，如果你宽容天秤， 反而让一味自以为是对人好的天秤， 更深地依赖你，当你实在承载不起这种悲哀之时，天秤受的伤，将会毁了整个天秤。
真正被毁掉的天秤，你见过吗？对爱情不再期望，对人不再信任，剩下的，只是对爱情的嘲弄，以及，一个真正的花心冷血之辈，诞生。如果你无法这样承担天秤的悲哀，为友情而争风吃醋。请你远离天秤。

5am Good morning

Guess what?Cant fall sleep again, keep rolling on the bed for few hours, watched movie but still the same. ><
The only thing can do is lepak-ing here, bullshit something in the blog. Maybe there is something bothering me tonight, cant stop thinking about it. Aikz....
Since cant sleep now, dunno should go for jogging later on or not. I been away from kicthen for few weeks time, feel like want to cook curry now, and fried chicken. Abit hungry when thinking about it, but im abit lazy go to pasar now, if go more i gonna become auntie already. Hope there is someone wake up at the early morning later, then can think about go pasar buy all the ingredients, and cook for my curry, my dinner.

Forever friendship

那一天起 我们从陌生到相识
这些日子 有你有我一起渡过
日日夜夜 忧愁喜乐在交叉
你的陪伴 让我唱起这歌

Forever friendship never i forget
Forever me and you we remember
Forever no matter where you will go
I'll remember you my friend

这里的精彩 会在我心中
不管有多久 不管有多么远
当我唱起这歌 我就想起你 对你说 对你说

Forever i know you being through my life
Forever i keep you into my heart
Forever friendship never say goodbye
i'll remember you my friend
i'll remember you my friend
forever...

Composer: Sebastian Teoh
June 2004
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A song that i composed 4 years ago for all my NS friends on 2004. As a composer of this song, i almost lost the lyric...sweat right? But lucky i had upload it to multiply and glad that still there. If not dunno where to find back also. This song has remind all those funs that we had in camp within 3 months duration, live together, eat together, have fun together, get scold and punish together....etc. Quite miss those time we had and i still felt great because i entered NS programme with you guys. Cheers~~

Cool or shy?

Recently got a friend back in contact because some relationship problem happened on her, lucky got to know about it through facebook. We both is like have around 6 years or more didnt keep in touch, not even have a meet, is that kind that long? But now back to the track of friendship, was it good? Due to she just broke up with her bf, as a friend, trying to comfort her and lucky she is good now.

But the purpose of this blog not talk about her, haha. These few days we had some chit chat and communicate through facebook as well, never know that she still remember me so well. It was quite suprised me. Through a tag picture, i has been tagged as a "The Cool One" and shy in comment. It has made me think, am i been that way since so many years ago?Ya, probraly and i think so. Haha. But sometime really depend on what kind of situation and who i hang out with.

Mind Blanked

Last night was had insomnia, dunno why want sleep but can't, felt still awake even though is already 3am, no mood for game and dunno what should do. Since all the housemates is sleep, time for PPS...hoho. But the sad thing is dunno why after updated the PPS, i still cant read it in chinese, SHIT! Want to watch some nice movie also cant so i only can simply click on it and wait it finish load, view some part of movie to identify it. Finally i felt abit tired after finished the movie, but is old HK movie, haih what to do.

Today slept until 1pm+, woke up because a call. A call from Film Stage, second interview gonna on 2pm, i was HUH! i have no car at the moment because just borrow my car for friend, it was so coincidentally. But i just said ok to her, take taxi lor..what to do. But no time take shower, sad.

While having interview, Terrance which is the is who interviewed me today, he is a EP. After he explained what actually the company doing, a production house, i just realized that i was have abit wrong expectation of that and start to worry am i suit in this company? But for sake of learning and upgrading myself, i agree with it, and can be start by tommorow but due to something on in this week, change to next monday, because i'm going back Kedah on wednesday, forced by dad for grandpa last birthday celebration(my grandpa just passed away few months ago), wonder what is this birthday celebration means.

This evening was talked with a friend about what's in my mind, what i feel about her. Well, through out the whole month, glad that have such friend. Can be chat a lot and enjoyable during the conversation. Actually my mind was quite blank and nervous when having conversation with her today, maybe because of what i asking for and the disccusion. Hope there will be the answer i long for on tommorow.

Malaysian mandarin VS China mandarin

中国人 ：今晚你有空吗？我没空！
马来西亚华人 ：今晚你得不得空？我不得空！
中国人 ：饼干受潮了…。
马来西亚华人 ：饼干'漏风'了…。
中国人 ：从上海去苏州要多少个小时？
马来西亚华人：从上海去苏州要几粒钟？
中国人 ：难道他不可以来吗？
马来西亚华人：你不给他不来啊？
中国人 ：周杰伦不喜欢穿内裤。
马来西亚华人：周杰伦不喜欢穿底裤。
中国人 ：我一向都是这样的。
马来西亚人：我一路来都是这样的啦
中国人 ：我的手机掉进沟渠了。
马来西亚华人：我的手机掉进龙沟了。
中国人 ：这样你不是很不值得吗？
马来西亚华人：这样你'马'很不 '歹'？
中国人 ：你真是聪明！
马来西亚华人：你真是pan nai！(源自马来语pandai，聪明的意思)
中国人 ：你安静！
马来西亚华人：你diam diam！(源自马来语diam，安静的意思)
中国人 ：我要去银行取款。
马来西亚华人：我要去银行'按钱'。
中国人 ：为什么？
马来西亚华人：做么？
中国人 ：你很强~
马来西亚华人：你很够力~
中国人 ：明天也叫他一起去吧！
马来西亚华人：明天叫'埋'他一起去！
中国人 ：我很郁闷~~~
马来西亚华人：我很'显'（sien）啊~~~~（'显'比郁闷的境界更高）
中国人 ：你再说我就打你！
马来西亚华人：你再说我就hood你！（有点粗俗的）
中国人 ：你在说什么？
马来西亚华人：你在说sommok？
中国人 ：你不要令我丢脸~。
马来西亚华人：你不要'下水'我~
中国人 ：真被你气到…。
马来西亚华人：被你炸到…。
中国人 ：你别乱来~。
马来西亚华人：你表乱乱来~
中国人 ：你很无聊！
马来西亚华人：你很废
中国人 ：XX你！马
来西亚华人：Kanasai（意思是像大便一样，骂人的话）
中国人 ：迫切。
马来西亚华人：bek chek
中国人 ：我们一起吃这碗面~。
马来西亚华人：我们'公司'吃这碗面~（源自马来语的kongsi，就是一起分享的意思）
中国人 ：今天的天气很热~。
马来西亚华人：今天的天气热到。。。。。。。。。。。。。。~~~~~~~（'到'字要拉 长，然后没有下文了）
中国人 ：哇!
马来西亚华人：哇捞weh!!!!
中国人 ：我受不了他！
马来西亚华人：我behtahan他！
中国人：我们是不是很厉害呢？
马来西亚华人：我们是不是很geng leh?

哈哈~让我们都以正统的华语来沟通吧！你到底犯了多少样呢？？哈哈~~

Balance

Today, overslept again. Wonder why recently can't hear the alarm anymore, 8.30am, quite late already. No time to take shower, brush and change get ready for sunday service. Actually recently was quite lazy go out, almost become a 100% ZAI NAN but lucky that not yet.When reached church is already 9am, lucky that no jam along the way, if not cant catch up for sure.

End of the preaching today, did a test about how my personal life going to in different parts, which is myself, ministry, family, social/friends and work/study. After done that, look at the result it was quite true. Mostly got average because im not kind of extremme person, but for the work part im far from the average. Sweat, knew it, lifestyle gonna change and upgrade myself.

When having lunch, all of us was talked about what to wear when on 8th church annivesary, gala dinner at sunway resort. Actually im very wonder one thing which is i never see some people(girls here) wear dress among my cg, and when they talk about they gonna wear such dress while have dinner on coming 26, how they will look like? OMG, cant imagine it, dunno it will be funny or what. Lol, waiting for it. I think we gonna have a wonderful dinner. While chatting about all this, i discovered that actually im quite interested and like this kind of place for me to go. Just all a while dont have such chance, too bad. I missed 2 time prom night in this year, hope have such chance in future and someone be my partner as well, but i never dance waltz before, LOL!!!!Wonder what will happen if go for it.

Time to do something great.

I need you tonight - Backstreetboys

Open up your heart to me
And say what's on your mind, oh yes
I know that we have been through so much pain
But I still need you in my life this time, and

I need you tonight
I need you right now
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right
I really need you tonight
I figured out what to say to you
But sometimes the words they, they come out so wrong, oh yes they do
And I know in time that you will understand

That what we have is so right this time, and
I need you tonight I need you right now
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right

All those endless times
We tried to make it last forever more
And baby I know
I need you
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right
I really need you, oh I need you tonight
I need you, oh I need you baby I need you right now
It's gotta be this, it's gotta be this I know deep within my heart No,
it doesn't matter if it's wrong or it's right
All I know is baby I really need you tonight

I Need You Tonight - BackStreet boys

A dream by a dreamer

Still remember that first touch with music instrument when i was 12, and learned hardly with it, explore it slowly and finally i improved quite fast. From there start a life with music instruments. Drum, bass, keyboard, electric guitar, classical guitar...etc. Before came for college or even before went for NS, ever think about study in music, step into music industry, however it might just a dream for me.

For quite long time, i'm so love with violin and piano, too bad that is no chance to learn. Such a enjoyment to listen/play piano and violin, relaxable.

There is so many years ago, i'm remaining the passion with piano and violin.

The top on my list is PIANO, wanted to buy myself digital piano, OMG... this is what i always looking for it.

How good it is if one of this putting in my room, everyday can play with it, that must be perfect furnish for my room. Even though the digital piano is not cheap but not that expensive also. Gonna get it one day!!

THE VIOLIN!!

Like this instrument because is small, easy to bring it anywhere, even is travel. Wish to learn violin as well but i always scare something about violin which is what if the string is break while playing it..SHIT!! The face must be scratch, can't imagine, that must be very hurt and bleeding.

well, for those nice thing we gonna pay the price.

Although i got my first bass guitar already but too bad that is i don't have the amplifier, quite a long time didn't play with bass in a band, quite miss it. My another dream is to have 4 different kind of guitar which is bass, classical, electric and acoustic guitar. Well, at least i have the bass now, earn money slowly and complete my collection asap.

Some software to share

Internet Download Manager, one of my favourite download software.
Automatic detect anything that can dl from the website you viewing, maybe some was disabled by the website setting, but however IDM still manage to detect and dl it..sound nice!!

If you feel like want to try, just dl the installer
click to http://rapidshare.com/files/254606767/Internet_Download_Manager_v5.12_build_6.zip.html

Drop me anything if you feel good with it

Recently was addicted with Britain Got Talent, and wonder what will happen on audition IF there is Malaysia Got Talent start in malaysia, LOL I think is gonna be alot of funny thing happen. After viewed America/Europe..etc Got Talent this programme in different country, still think that Britain is the best, alot of talented people. Hmm, personally perfer Britain maybe because of the judges.Simon- the cruelest but kind, Amanda -the beautiful and sweet, Piers- no comment with this. XD

Britain Got Talent 2009

The Winner of Britain Got Talent 2009- Diversity

Awesome Transformer dance, unique dance steps composed.

Deserve to be the winner.

Keep it up man

Britain Got Talent 2009, Season 3 Episode 13

A brilliant sax player who won the 3rd place in Britain Got Talent 2009, wonderful performance.
Very enjoy to watch and listen to it...
After viewed it felt like wanted to learn another instrument which is sax.